Halo, sudah lama tidak pernah menulis di blog ini dan akhirnya aku menulis lagi. Ya, back here with a bunch of pathetic stories I've never let my friend knows. I just need a blank page to express it.
That was my 20th birthday, I got super excited because I can't wait for good things to happened that day. He came to me with empty hands.
"Oh maybe he hide it on the hidden place or somewhere else" I guess
I wait until he take me to the cakery shop then let me chose what kind of cake I want for the birthday.
"No, this is not what I want" I bet
I'm looking for surprise not choose by myself. Nggak peduli gimana hadiahmu yang aku perlu adalah aku tau bahwa kamu mempersiapkan ulang tahunku. Now all I know is no birthday surprise, no gift, and you said you don't have money because at that time you were jobless but yet you still can buy a ciggarates and you can define what kind of person you are.
My friend came with surprise and I can't hold om my tears because that time I know they are really care for me than those who is really should.
You also said you gonna spent your first sallary with me, we're gonna have toast fist on my backyard and everything was fine until you cancel it because you want to buy the football ticket.
You say I'm demanding? Well, I can say you're heartless fucking jerk.
